'IT' has happened again. No matter what we try, no matter what we do, 'IT' would just keep coming back again and again. The situation keeps getting worse day by day. I've taken tough stance in order to save myself but I'm not sure how long will I be able to hold it. Letting it lose shall be a disaster for everyone. The tighter I hold, the more it hurts. The dilemma is eating me inside out.
If I be selfish, it'll hurt people I love more than anything else in this world. If I make a compromise I shall be doing injustice . All the aspects have been thought over and discussed time and again, but in vain. The wounds are now getting deeper and fresh ones just keep piling up. I'm not sure what my next step shall be. I just hope it is not extreme.
I am not able to find a solution. Not even the slightest ray of hope. I want to erupt. I have been containing myself for quite some time now. Don't know how long I can hold on. Just hope I don't do it at the wrong time to the wrong person.
I wish I could end this right now. But then as I have started looking at 'IT' as a test of time and my courage. But courage would be worthless once the harm has been done. Also the longer it takes, the worse it gets.
If asked what shall I do? My answer would be "I have no clue". Just praying for 'IT' to STOP.
If I be selfish, it'll hurt people I love more than anything else in this world. If I make a compromise I shall be doing injustice . All the aspects have been thought over and discussed time and again, but in vain. The wounds are now getting deeper and fresh ones just keep piling up. I'm not sure what my next step shall be. I just hope it is not extreme.
I am not able to find a solution. Not even the slightest ray of hope. I want to erupt. I have been containing myself for quite some time now. Don't know how long I can hold on. Just hope I don't do it at the wrong time to the wrong person.
I wish I could end this right now. But then as I have started looking at 'IT' as a test of time and my courage. But courage would be worthless once the harm has been done. Also the longer it takes, the worse it gets.
If asked what shall I do? My answer would be "I have no clue". Just praying for 'IT' to STOP.
